My Bdy WIshLIsT..!!

Firstly.. This is E info for E Bo Xim or not-so-wu-xim ppl.. I'm turning 21 on E 10th March. =P

Most prob celebrating E wkend bef tt, which'd be either E 6th or 7th night. (all E wu xim ppl pls free this night for me.)

& as for wht I'd like.. Hee.. *^^*

*Spoil Me Rotten..!!*

- I still want my PSP slim..!! (I rrly rrly wnt it. *pretty pls pls* @.@)
- E new Sony Ericssion 8.1 MP Handphone OR E new LG Renoir

*Pamper Me*

- Shopping Vouchers (Pet Shop/Taka/Robinsons..etc wld be rrly nice.)
- Salvatore Ferragamo Femme Eau de Parfum (it's E champagne coloured one in E beautiful twisted bottle)/David Doff Cool Water For Woman/(Any frangrance tt lies ard this range. i.e swit-smelling & NOT musky)
- Bring me for a spa/hair do/eyelash extn/nail extn =P

*E Practicals..*

- BRANDS Bird Nest/Chicken Essense/Inner Shine (I quite need these almost all E time, seriously)

- (Well. I guess all shld know..) It's gg to be v "helpful" actually. Cos I'll be gg on holiday..!!

E. tt's all I can think of for E time being.

(P.S For E ex stuff, pls share. =l)

FInally Bk UpdaTInG AgaIn..

Hi all. Yupp yupp. I know it's been like ages since I last updated. But well. Btr late than nv right..? =P

But oh god. If I were to literally continue fr whr I last stopped...



*faintx*



So I think I shld just start all over again fr now onwards. Hee.

Oh well. Valentine & my bdy are both coming up..!! & so far as to wht I know, (cos I'm actually not supposed to know) I shld be gg on a short getaway. Then as for my bdy wise, I'll be gg on a holiday, to my beloved Bangkok..!! Yay..!!


Oh. For those who are wondering - hehx.. I'm finally turning 21 this yr. *special*

& which is also why.. Smone decided to spoil me rotten.. w 21 prezzies..!! & yupp yupp. It's none other than swit Mr Alvin. *smilex*




E First: ~*+. Key Watch From Jennifer Lopez .*+~



This watch literally caught my eye & took my heart away fr tt little corner in E cabinet. I rmmr rushing pass it, then stopping in my tracks & gg bk just to tk a gd look @ it. & seriously, I dun think anyone wld miss it - it's rrly pretty & oh-so unique. Also E fact tt it's in E shape of a key literally holds all E significance to me.

E Second: ~*+. Hello Kitty Doll .*+~

Saw this on E shelf in 7-11 & rrly like it. Well. I love Hello Kitty. *^^*

E Third: ~*+. E Body Shop Vdy Special Body Shower & Body Milk .*+~

This new series is so pinky & smells so nicey..!!

E Fourth: ~*+. Limited Handmade Bunny Pumps From Japan .*+~

This is another one which caught my eye & melted my heart. Gosh. It's so CUTE..!! But well. Dun underestimates its price though, due to E fact tt it's all E way fr Japan & v limited cos it's hand-made.

I was rrly in love w it but cldn't bear to buy. But afr which.. When I actually got it as my 4th prezzie, I just realised tt I so so pampered.. *^^*

(Picture to come soon..)

E Fifth & Sixth: ~*+. Espirit Bag & Wallet .*+~

E Seventh: ~*+. 101 Love Songs .*+~

Saw this advertising on Tv & rrly like it cos all E songs in it are so nice. & of cos on top of it, it's rrly value for $..!

(More To Be Updated Again.. ^^)

**Due to horrible format, all pictures are now in my friendster pofile. Do feel free to view..!

My Xmas WIshLIsT..!! ^^

Nov2006
GEE. So hpy hpy.. It's Xmas..!! PrEzzIEs PrEzzIEs.. ^^


~*+. SpoIL mE RottEn .+*~

- A nIcE paIr oF dEsIgnEr shadEs (E. I ThInk ThIs Is a LIttLE way Too ExpEnsIvE so I'd boughT It For mysELF agaIn.. hEE. I sErIousLy ThInk tt I'm LovInG mysELF a LIttLE Too much.. ^^")
- A whITE/pInk PSP SLIm


~*+. SpoIL mE .+*~
- A nIcE pockET-sIzE MP3 pLayEr. (HonEsTLy 1G Is Gd Enough For mE.)
- A paIr oF LEVIS JEans. (GoT It For mysELF.. ^^)
- ShoppInG VouchErs
- Spa MassagE VouchErs
- A nIcE LonG waLLET
- A nIcE sIlvEr crysTaL nEckLacE
- A nIcE sILvEr crysTaL RInG


~*+. E PracTIcaLs For Work.+*~

- A nIcE bLuETooTh compaTIbLE w my LG vIEwTy
- Canon PowErshoT E1 In PInk


~*+. E swIT & v much apprEcIaTEd .+*~

- Any hand-madE sTuff ^^


hEE.

I rrLy. rrLy. Hd Enough.

Oh god. I can't bliv tt it's been so long since I lst updated. Just wht hv I been doing..? *wonders*

But well. E for E state tt I'm in now.. I think I'd b bk here pretty often again. For all E emotions tt has been suppressed for way so long, & hving no one to listen, to talk to & to understand.

My family hd nv been gd. Or in fact "normal" shld b E word. E "drama" elements tt my family has can b shoot into E S'pore's version of Hong Kong's family drama series "Zhen Qing" I suppose. Whr it cld easily just bring tears to anyone who watches it. However, there's nth tt I can sy/do abt it. & there isn't anyone to blame. Hence I spend 1/2 of my life wondering abt E many "Ifs" which @ E ltr part of my life, evaporated into nth but pointless destroyal of my limited brain cells.

So afr tt, I moved on & decided tt myb, I shld start paying more attn to my own life instd. I rmmr being hopeful & all bcos I thought tt, well, @ least now I get to mk my own choices. Only to realised tt things turned out even worse than before bcos I ended up blaming myself instd.

Recently, (note tt when I sy "recently" it actually means "these few months") I dunno why but ppl ard me hd all been trying to test my patience & push me to my limits. & I think I seriously had enough of it.

Listen ppl. Just bcos I am forgiving by nature doesn't mean tt I will always just tk your nonsense(s) & your shit(s). I'd been like this for 20 yrs of my life, & I seriously think tt I'd taken enough. So if you ain gonna b true to me, then pls just scam.

I cried while typing this. & I can't bliv it bcos I rarely cry bcos of anger. But I actually did. Hence I know. That I rrly. rrly. Hd enough.

InsEnsITIvITy.

I wondEr.

Why Is It so hard.

Why Is It so hard For Guys To JusT bE a LIttLE morE sEnsITIvE.

WhT arE ThEy all ThInkInG. I nv undErsTand.

& wld no LongEr Try To.

*ExhausTEd & pIssEd*

GdbyE my prEcIous...

I'm dEprEssEd TonIghT.. Why..?

Cos my prEcIous LIttLE onE Is LEavInG mE.. Or shLd I sy. I'm gg To rETurn hIm bk To hIs rIghTFuL ownEr.

3 yrs.. I can'T bLIv hE'd bEEn by my sIdE For tt LonG.. TImE rrLy FLIEs..

BuT rEcaLLInG E scEnE whEn I sTEppEd InTo my room Tdy - I knEw tt my dEcIsIon was rIghT.

"Go my darLInG. It's TImE To Go bk To your daddy. Mummy hd FosTErEd you For hIm For 3 yrs aLr. TILL now Mummy can no LongEr conTInuE as Mummy dun EvEn gET much chancEs To Go bk homE - noT To sy gIvE you all E LovE & attEnTIon tt you dEsErvEd, or EvEn do E msT FundamEnTaL ThInGs LIkE FEEdInG you & brIngInG you For waLks. Do you know It rrLy paIns Mummy To sEE you all nEgLEcTEd - ThIrsTy, hungry & all aLonE..?

Mummy can'T bEar It anymorE. So pLs go bk w your daddy, as hE'd dEFInaTELy bE abLE To gIvE you so much morE - all tt you dEsErvEd.

BuT pLs do noT ForgET Mummy.

Mummy rrLy LovEs you.

rrLy rrLy do."

*TEars*

E LIttLE whITE onE..

As promIsEd, hErE's E pIcs..!!

Oh God. Dun you ThInk ThIs LIttLE onE Is JusT sImpLy adorabLE.. O.o